It was a sunny day and a very happy one at that, a day before I had spoken to brother about standing up to him on my decision of never going back to meet him as I have found love and warmth in my friend's house. And would soon finish my studies there and start a new life. My brother was so annoyed because he wanted me to be with him,I was with him for a long time but I was afraid of living with him because he may deprive me of some kind thing. I thought it would have no effect on me as I made my decision, but on one beautiful day was when my brothers words came through my mind like a lightening, I was devastated but try to let it known to no one. I felt cold inside. 
I was thinking "would I leave this relationship I have created with my brother just because of fears which I don't know where it came from"? Or would I keep it up, would I let my brother done with my actions." All this thoughts kept going through my mind.
Meanwhile my friends were so happy I was with them but I was actually scared of being with them either but I believe that I was making the right decision. Some days passed and I was feed up I realized that I was never met to say those words I said to my brother, even if I might not be going back to him again, instantly I became uncomfortable in my friend's house and I try to return back and apologize to my brother but he never gave ears to me he was still filled with anger.
I have no choice than to return back to my friends house hoping that one day I might be forgiven for my nonchalant attitude.