Warrup Steemers! Here's some notes I found on a hard drive from 2013:
1000 emotions
Oslo, Norway is a beautiful place. I am born and raised here so naturally i have strong connection and love for this place - But does it feel like home right now? Is this where i should be right now.
I`m not sure. Im fact, as i am sitting here in my old apartment in the middle of the busiest part of town listening to sirens passing by dow on the street and the cold autumn temperature makes we more tense than i want right now.
As i reflect back on the past three weeks of my life i sit back in awe.
What makes a home?
What stage am i in?
What`s the “right” thing to do?
To me it`s a combination of where i am in my life right now, what i believe will get me closer to the all the great adventures and relationships i want in my life and what FEELS right. The balance of what to do and
Is this the right thing to to - at this point yes.
Will this bring me closer to where i want to be - at this point yes.
All we can really do at any given time is to follow what our heart tells us is the best way. Throw in some logic and mix that up, but don`t by any means let that be your guiding star.
Look for the things that excites you
Look for the things that frighten you
Crave the things that makes you feel alive and
dare to take the first, second and third step on the path that feels right.
They say “behind your biggest fear lies your biggest success
I knew it was going to be an adventure, but little did i know it was going to take up such a big part of my heart and desires for the time to come as it did.
People say “Life is an adventure” - and it truly is, if you let it
the fact that i actually did it, the fact that i truly followed my intuition and the fact that it really scared me in the beginning, but i did it any way.
I knew it would be amazing, but i did not know it was going to change me so much, in such short time.
As i am writing this i feel strongly that i need to go back. It`s like i am in the wrong place.
We all search for a place called home, but what is home.
right people
motherland
dreams/goals/ambition/fun/laughter/Friendships/flirting/growth/Peace/in the zone/alive/Calm/excited/motivated/transformational/experiences/love/comfort zone/
For me: i am beginning to understand that it doesn`t matter where you think you should be, what matters is where you need to be.
What i mean is and the only things that can guide you there is your intuition and “inner glow”
In awe of all the of jumping out into what is to me, literarily a journey of