This bolsters my belief that school has been the worst that has happened to me.
Another thing is attention and guiding. For 12 years I went to school , then went home and played video games. Totally blind to the fact I'm slowly killing myself, never discovering who I really am, never starting to live. There was like this mentality that attending school is your work, once school is done for the day you can relax, reward yourself. Awful. A neverending cycle of disengagement from life.