I’ve been wondering where you have been, glad to see you back!
I can feel your pain and frustration. I’ve been going through similars things over here as well. Thank you for sharing this post though! The popular thing to do is to share all these lovely encouraging posts, but sometimes it’s really nice to see that others are human and have struggles and failures as well. Sometimes, what we need is a shoulder to lean on.
As far as though cabinets go, I think they look fabulous without the doors! (One thing to take off the list? Lol)
Hold on, this too shall pass...eventually.
P.S. Know of any small square bailers for sale in the area?