Spiritual food and physical food have nothing in common. I learnt this today from experience. Church was powerful and impactful but truth be told it never touched my hungry belly although it fed my hungry soul. As soon as I left the church the Hunger became intensified. I have use up all my energy and it became done on me that I was physically hungry, weak and tired.
Back home, with no hope for food, I laid on my bed hoping to have food sent from heaven but none came. The only thing that my mind kept saying was this is a lesson so that you will know how to treat hungry people when you grow to have plenty.
I had expected my PPA to pay me for the past one week but it was not forth coming. So for this one week I had barely had good food and today no hope for anything.
I had to call mom, sister, friends but I could not have courage to tell them to help my situation. As a matter of fact, I turned down an offer of money which to me may cost my integrity. As much as Hunger needs food, integrity needs to be preserved. But why should such an offer come in today of all days.
Anyways, better days are coming where food will abound in excess. As I made up my mind to sleep. A real miracle happened. A fellow Corp member walked in with her stove. Great! I had rice and beans of which I didn't want to mention because I have no stove and that would be funny. But here you go I had hope of eating no not hope I ate.