Oh she’s at it again.
She said she was going to stop but she hasn’t.
Three steps back again. But that’s life.
Sometimes she thinks she has it all figured out but her past haunts her and she goes back to isolate herself.
Now why does she do that?
Defense mechanism perhaps?
But if you knew her before, she’s changed.
Her beliefs are different and she’s kinder.
I don’t understand how she can be so kind when the world did her wrong?
It’s because she has understood that being positive is the best medicine there is.
She doesn’t hold grudges to the ones who hurt her. She will always love like she’s never loved before.
She will always forgive like the mistake was as small as dust.
She will always listen like when she needs someone to listen to her.
Now the world won’t give back to her just yet. She has to earn it.
Do it from the heart she always tells herself. Do not be greedy and expect no return. In her mind there is no return. She lives and loves for that is what her heart can hold.
She doesn’t hate even the ones who deserve the worst she won’t hate.
Simply because she believes she can’t do anything but life will always work it’s way around.