Hey there.
This is my first post. I will do an introduction post soon, but I have something on my mind that I need to get out first.
I am still processing what happened and I felt like this might help.
I dont really believe in demons but I sometimes think of my negative aspects as demons or monsters. As an example I have one that loves nicotine, luckily I put that one to sleep long ago.
Another demon I have really gets off on my self sabatoge. He has pulled off more than a few good ones on me. This last job really got some powerful emotions flowing through me. Sadness, anger and frustration. I really had to work to stay calm. I am finding peace with it but it was not easy.
Im new to crypto currency but I know a good opportunity when I see it. I learned of tenx only 24 hours before it went on sale. Having only dipped my toe in, I was only able to scrap together 4.05 ETH but it was all going to go to the tenx ICO.
I was excited and didnt sleep much but my alarm woke me. I had my funds ready and watched the countdown. 5 4 3 2 1 0 enter the amount, hit join. Enter passord. WHAT!? I FORGOT my PASSWORD! By the time I had looked up the right one I hit join but it was too late. I missed it. How could I have done that?
Self sabotage demon.
I saw this plaque at a house during my work today. It came at the right time. Im going to look at this as powerful medicine. I will be stronger after this. I can not change the past but I can get the courage to change my future.
I feel calmer now.
Thanks