So...first of all I am quite a fan of short blog entries...but like not much bla bla but real good facts and a real good story...doesnt necessarily have to be very long if you want to get your point out...
My point is: I have spent an intense time in techno clubs, afterhours and stuff like this category.
I have had a down when I realised it is just a fake world of the underground, I got really depressed after this party phase and turned away from techno, also because I wanted to turn away from chemical stuff (ravers know what I mean). In the end I felt this club world was all plastic, full emptiness.
Two years later, after having some distance to the whole club and techno scene, I am able to love this music again in its fullest darkness and deepness.
And why? Simply because I am happy again, I have changed my focus and most IMPORTANTLY I learned to stop judging, judging people, judging lifestyles, judging what is "good" and "bad"...
This NON-JUDGMENT gave me the freedom to see Techno in a different light, to be fully able to just enjoy it without all the negative beliefs around it.
And this is when it comes back to Techno, this is what Techno was in first place, to enjoy the time together without judging each other, no matter what societal status you have, what race you are and so on.
Techno taught me to stop judging and start enjoying dancing the freaking hell way through yeaaahhh
Oh and it also taught me that a lot of people unknowingly look for spirituality, like ceremonies with real ecstasy (not the chemical one) and unity and celebrating together as a tribe...but thats a major result of the way we live anyway and quite a huge topic...this would make this post too long, and is actually not what I wanted in first place ;)