O man...seems you started to understand life in better way. I have been to such situation many a times and only alternative I find is to walk away...mostly go out on a solo trip. I think in your case the time spent at the temple did the trick and finding joy in little things in life that many people ignore....wish I could give a hug!....manhood is challenging and the materialistic world has made it more complicated.....Chin up dear and smile.