First of all, God bless you.
I've been praying for you for the last couple of hours.
You're right they most likely would have stoned me.
I don't like talking about my past but in this case I feel it is necessary. I spent the first half of my life gay. Jesus Christ called me out of that. It's an unhealthy lifestyle and a sin. If you don't like take it up with God. I know you are gonna flag all my stuff and what not. I say this in love have you ever tried to ask Jesus Christ into your life? He's knocking at your heart man. Jesus loves you.