Inner voice of a people please(er)

Aloha!

This Thursday evening at a little over 7pm, I'm driven to dive deep and dig for some morsel that I have yet too shy to ask for. Today I want to dive into the other psyche of a Steemian call Hive account@islandliving or appropriately name Sophia. I have been here since mid May and have been doing my very best to put out good vibes and beauty to be had. Yet, I know this is my very surface. My very survival to make others happy but the inner voice is screaming for some attention. The voice that says; "you are a fucken people pleaser. Stop the bullshit and say what you really wish to share."

I hated that voice for a very long time because I do very much want to make others happy. You can easily find that in most of my post. Well, how should I deal with this loud voice?

Stop it! Nobody gives a rats ass what you are really thinking or feeling, just give people their dose of love and affection.

That's a little exaggerated but here are some things I wish I could share if language is my best friend. Are you ready for it?
Seriously, are you ready?!!! I'll keep it as a highlight for your convenience (people please-er syndrome again).

1. I fricken wish the deep state would wither away and die in misery. Yes! I love politics but refuses to mingle my voice in drama.

2. How many more stupid asses story of the rapture do I need to bare: so misinformed...God, can I please drown myself in this bubble bathtub of lavender?!

3. How many people know that Mar is artificial and hollow inside? I believe there are so much more going on around, below, and above us.

4. Stop calling me an atheist when I call you out! The Universe is bigger than I nor your little god story could imagine. And so it is...

5. I live on an island; I'm not stupid! I'm not smart either: lets' use our intelligence, shall we?

6. I post lots of pictures but I also study lots about ICOs and own very many good ones and physical silvers that is a break away from the deep state cabal bondage. I feel very privileged for our innovative discovery.

7. I spend at least 3-4 hours per day learning/staying inform about our world.

8. I write about nonsense to make you smile because it makes me smile and that is more than enough for me.

9. I'm back to spreading Aloha spirit...lets's keep it light...

I might get some unfollow or whatever. In between whatevers, there are those who kinda get me...

Thank you for stopping by.

Aloha