It's officially a month. Lately I had been overwhelmed with a brand new experience of a workplace transition. Joy surges the heart being able to take full role and autonomy in managing my patients as compared to my previous setting. Seeing patients equipped with confidence, smile and health is what I want to do, hoping to give a little more life to their years is what I wish for.
But of course, there are times which situations become totally out of control. Then you start to doubt yourself and what is even worst- blaming for their current stage and their state of instability, which is causing in yourself a sense of powerless and incapability. True, negative emotions kill your rationale.
Then I pray to resemble Heavenly Father a little more, to accept people as they are and instead improve in my capacity to love all kind of people. I pray for the people I manage would improve in their functions everyday. Most importantly I pray that everything I do is true to myself but not for recognition and acknowledgement.
Then I come to realize, I just have to be genuinely present at the moment, fully embracing the growth process and not hitting my goals and ambitious lists. I should put my feelings in the present, follow the pace and not chasing after the perfect person I wanna be.
Yes, April is gonna be the month which I will learn to listen to myself better, follow my conscience, and appreciate my flaws and record my growth.
Hi, fellow steemians and friends.
