I often attempt to sort out what happened between 1960 and now. How innocent and naive I was; but as a feeling creature, all I knew for sure was that something huge shifted in 1968. The old paradigm was gone - tossed out; and there was no longer a map to understanding the world. I went from trying to quell student demonstrations at Ohio State University while meeting daily with Students for a Demomocratic Society(SDS) and Black Panthers as Exec VP of the Woment's Self-Government until I had a seminole moment of awakening in May, 1969 face to face with an Ohio National Guardsman just a few months after burying my cousin, Danny age 19, who had been killed in Vietnam. I had to leave OSU/college and try to make sense of what was happening. In this video from Sir Patrick Mack (Youtube Channel IPOT - in pursuit of truth), some of my questions are at long last being answered. Every American should watch this impressive work of true investigative journalism. This piece deserves a Pulitzer.