When mindfulnes embraces those we love, they will bloom like flowers.” 🌱
— Thich Nhat Hanh
This is such a wonderful thought but I don’t think it’s as easy as it sounds to “water” the ones we adore.
Water Me by FKA Twigs
I try to embrace and embrace, unknot my heart as much as possible but maybe a big potion of mindfulness is still missing out.
I can’t see some of those loved ones “blooming” yet or maybe I am only impatient? Sometimes I wish so much to understand their minds, why distance is more comfortable?
Why they push you away?
One of my Guru’s told me : “Never take anything personal.”
Yeah right!?
SNAP!
Ok!
They are my own mirrors I have to learn from. Otherwise I would not be caught up contemplating about this topic and even daydream about on and on.
I think that I am finally more than ready to accept “closeness” without fear.
Fear & Love by Morcheeba
At least I am trying.....
So, mindfulness is a reminder and will snap us right back where we stand, what we feel and what’s really going on around us.
I am so damn confused sometimes but I am getting so much better because I experienced some magic!
Liberation mentally through physical freedom but this will be another article I am writing about. There are "miracles" sent my way what made me more and more curious to explore further. Exciting stuff!
There are more lessons to learn, indeed, especially about the illusion of a dream.
Mind.FULL.Ness
My mind doesn’t seem to fully attend nor focus when I give my attention or share my affection. I cannot see what is actually going on at times and how to be 100% present in accepting rejection, we all hate so much. Who likes to destroy the illusion?
The moment I feel out of control of any kind of reactions thrown at me, I still pull away into distance, pushing people away, while I think and convinced that I do actually embrace them.
Hmmm! Does this make sense?
This sounds so damn twisted! 😅
How to be close to the ones you really love?
I think.... I don’t know!
Maybe I do not understand this powerful word well enough, still make mistakes how to deliver my sincere love and affection without suffocating.
Maybe it's all just about desire and passion?
I think I need your help to explain this quote below to me as well.....Crazy! Right?
PS:
Somebody who pretends to be a friend for a long time said some very harsh and hurtful words to me the other day that I was never and will never be capable of a “proper” relationship. I should not give advice or judge other marriages as “Toxic”.
She got a point but maybe I just never MET true ❤️ through a one on one relationship.
Do I need it? The world needs so much love that I hesitate to be available for only one person. Another story .......
Lykke Li - Better alone
Wishing you Happiness for your 2019!
I am not feeling guilty to be on the road to true happiness :)
I am more than AWAKE!
Yours
Mammasitta
