I would like to share some recent observations and resulting working theories that have been calling my attention and flirting with me.
The analogy "dancing with the cosmos" seems more and more appropriate to describe what life is and what being means. Dancing as in working in tandem, co-creating, debating, arguing back and forth. Not as much argueing but having it argue its current "standpoint" - then you arguing yours. And vice versa. And seeing what comes out, how the synergy is formed for "both ends" to witness (the inner and outer).
Organism and environment continuously impressing upon one another and creating the symphony. Not really symphony. Symphonies are superficial in that they are too... one-sided. Birds singing would be a way better picture. YES! Birds singing. Need to write more on that soon.
Birds are both: organisms acting in and with the environment & having the environment act upon them in a most marvellous, semi-automatic manner. Like humans but without the overreflecting and filtering through the societal conditioning of the mind and concepts. In that, birds seem to have the advantage when it comes to co-existing with the cosmos.
So what does this all mean?
I notice the environment going as far and A LITTLE FURTHER than my ego subjective experience would like, and me losing faith in the degree of mercifulness of the cosmos - JUST BEFORE IT TURNS and the sun is shining to marvellous extent.
Just like now, I am sitting in the train writing this, after a weird day at work and the mister in front of me has put his foot onto mine without noticing it as I keep writing these lines. The timing couldn't be more perfect. Environment dictating what I am writing, "going of on a tangent" but a really relevant one. Wondering whether I should ask him to let my foot go or to let it be and see what happens. Chose the latter. Now the conductor comes asking for the tickets and I know he will move his foot and... yes, he just moved, his foot is off my foot.
See?
It's like the environment continuously keeps pumping out impossibly intelligent... leaps of... insight into my inner prcesses by showing them to me like another human being would, and then asking me to make new choices with said input And... it just exploded. The whole scene, there was so much information in it I can barely relay it in a fitting manner that does it justice.
As if to underscore the point (not that it needs underscoring...) did I say "working theory"? It has gained so much tremendous likelihood today again, I think it's morphing into my new working paradigm. Yes, quite frankly, best working paradigm I currently have. If only I could relay it here.
Not that the concept is new but that finally my subjective mind can get with that idea because it is based on so many experiences showing me that it is most likely.
"What is most likely? Get to the point!"
It's most likely that my level of awareness of "the happening" is increasing and decreasing in waves, slowly rising over time. Like a good old bull market with swings that keeps earning holders of cryptos profits over longer timeframes.
The baseline is increasing. Uptrend in awareness after an eternal bear (from humanity's historic perspective). I somehow know it can't just be happening for me... is it... everywhere? In everyone? In every aspect of the totality?
The situations I find myself in seem to play more and more off of my willingness, readiness and capability to interact with them. Like a smart teacher asking the young student just the right question that the kid could answer but in a way that is completely based upon the kid, not upon the curriculum. When the student aswers the teacher formulates his follow-up phrases, questions and statements acoordingly. And so it goes.
The teacher being the cosmos, the universe, the environment.
The student being the subjectively-experiencing conscious mind that thought everything was different until it slowly gets nudged now to understand that
- the universe is more intelligent than it
- it can trust the environment to deliver what it needs instead of forcing upon it conditions to suffer under and be powerless over
- to go into the cosmic dance with trust and GUSTO full well knowing that
Now the gurl next to me on the phone has stopped talking on her phone, then asking "now what did I just want to say?" Just in the moment that I stopped for a moment to remember the third point I wanted to note down in the above list, and as I was checking out the window whether I am still supposed to be on the train at all...
Get it?
If not don't worry.
I won't either on a bad day, coming back to fully getting it on good days. And there are many more of those to come and I will probably write about them as it feels really good to eventually map out the happening in words, as futile as the attempt may prove to be.
Grandkids mark my words, we are waking up to more awareness and what is actually going on.
I can't tell you how exciting it is to finally remember and witness. Who. We. Are.
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