I have not dared to return to my hometown for more than two years because I did not want my parents to worry much, just waiting for some success to come.
I was born in a countryside of the Red River delta, small days as well as many other children, I have a beautiful life, many dreams. From the day I stepped into the university door, I had so many things that bore life so neglected the study. I was 18 years old, beautiful and dreaming in my life. Then I fall and now 24 years old, holding a college degree in my hands can not apply for jobs can feed themselves. Sometimes I blame myself, as if the old tried time in my head is not only regret belated. When people start working, when I go to sleep, I'm not lazy but I really do not have a stable job. Evening and night to work.
Too much fatigue so my sleep was never as deep as normal. Sometimes I want to get rid of everything, back home, to start over, no matter what work. My hometown is only wet rice farming but I do not dare face it. Now? Oftentimes I study negatively, but it is my parents' hope for me. I do not dare to face. Is such a 24-year-old man humble? I have not dared to go back to my hometown for more than two years, alone in the city. To me, do not want parents to worry a lot about me, just wait one day to succeed I will return. At that time, I had the courage to face myself, facing my friends and relatives. I feel so tired, please advise me.