I don't understand why does this seem "inauthentic" to you. Didn't i mentioned that my friend texted him, there was a time gap of around 10-12 days between that first text and us meeting up. We texted a lot in those days, i told him the size of the dress and where to deliver. And let me make it clear, it wasn't a rape. I did it on my own will, he never forced me do anything, i was allowed to leave the place and everything whenever i wished but i didn't it was my own choice to do all this. I was sad angry not on the man but on myself for doing such a thing. Also with regard to "the road from a hotel rape to a high class escort doesn't usually follow the path you describe"... i don't think i described any such path in this post at all, i saved that up for another future post about how i got deep into this business though several agencies and contacts.... until a point i started hating myself. I am sorry if you think this is inauthentic but trust me it isn't.
Anyways, thanks for taking out time to read my post! I really appreciate it!

EDIT - i think you feel this way because i wasn't elaborate enough to explain everything in this post, i will make sure to put in every detail in my next post.