Sometimes I feel so misunderstood I would not say that sometimes if not, always always always because it is something that I do not understand myself as well as I can understand the people around me.
Sometimes I think things that I try to explain always have to do with my feelings but I am very direct I do not know how to soften them, so I prefer to keep everything until I explode and mistreat everyone around me, every action that someone in my social group makes or comment that does not seem right to me I keep it until well I reach my limit, I will remind you of what I did about 3 years ago because I am nothing I forget I can forgive and live with that but nothing will be the same the distrust will always live in my .
We are in a time where no one is for anyone, do not wait for someone to act for you, to defend you, support you, give you a helping hand. No.
You have to be self-sufficient do not expect anything from anyone your own boss, owner of your emotions, feelings every action no matter how minimal, be your own leader.
Be an enterprising and fighter, do not be a parasite, a vividor who has to wait for someone to bring food to the house to eat, it's time to get out of that bubble, honestly doing everything honest and positive always believe me It goes well putting God always first.
In this life the only sure thing is death and without God we are unprotected we live in a spiritual world even though many do not believe it and are based on other things.
There are many things in me that I have to improve not to change if I do not improve as a person, I am not like that very sociable but I have been opening more and I have known excellent people that I want to be forever in my life.
I am like a big girl they know of those that good is adult but that suddenly sees something cute or something sweet and makes his tantrums I want it and I want it or I'm jumping around.
Anything distracts me until a sheet lying on the floor I could see it and detail it for hours, I am very precise I notice everything, I'm 19 and I feel like I do not know if it's because I think I'm obsessive with the things that really matter to me, I try to be punctual. I'm a little mother to my boyfriend.
Like every Venezuelan I want to leave this country and look for an identity here I feel that I do not have it, I do not know who I am or what I have achieved, I do not have anything.
In this country everything is complicated in threefold studies, work, a decent life, being able to go out and be quiet, because we have reached a point where if you leave half arranged they leave you naked you get rid of what little you load in a chasm they do not care about anything
I stole some new shoes a block from my house and I had to take them off and give them to them in my hands, my shoes, I think that none of what we have is ours is one of those with more than a gun or a knife , you can not fall in love with your things or with a person because maybe tomorrow you will not see him again, even your own family will cheat you, steal you, cheat you.
Women queuing to buy two kilos of bread flour and two kilos of rice and with knives in their hands so that no one can get in their way, the Venezuelan has to queue in the rain to buy a misery and sometimes he does not even have to leave his house At dawn to enter the 100 in the row, this is how life in Venezuela every time I live less in this country.
Nobody is educated anymore, they all walk annoyingly obstinate, there is no cash, they do not eat well, the most beautiful women in the world are Venezuelans, and now with these crises, everything has ended sincerely because even that.
There is no longer any way to buy underwear or a pair of socks.
I pray for being able to leave, to leave this country and not to spend the years in this very miserable place with this government that ended with each of the dreams of all the young people.
This December for many was depressing children without their gifts without their premieres, Christmas plate since they do not understand the situation and that there is no way to buy them a pair of shoes, as can be explained to a child who will not have a toy?
Incomplete families because members of their family had to look for a better life outside their native country, and not only for them because they have to work to support themselves and keep their family here in Venezuela since a salary is not enough to buy a cardboard of eggs do not lose hope and faith we are strong and fighters so be it in another country but leaving Venezuela on top of that we are wonderful people.
I wish you all the best this year new blessings for all <3