I always thought of sharing this story but I wasn't getting an apt platform. Thanks to Steemit and fellow steemians who allows anyone to share their story without restrictions. So I am sharing my own true story.
It's not been long, that I was bedridden and lost all hope to see life as a healthy and happy human being. I got the shock of my life, I was diagnosed with renal failure. Doctor said, both of your kidney ceases to operate. I was having trouble breathing along with water accumulation in my body. My life my aspiration as a Dancer and Singer just died in front of me at that particular moment. I was shattered and I was broken.
Gradually, I started losing hope, my body also started showing effect of this disease. My skin was becoming rough, I was not allowed to drink water. Most type of food was prohibited for me. I was under dialysis for every alternate day. That was basic done in order for me to see a new day of life. My life was getting from bad to worse day by day. 4 hours of dialysis treatment was so painful, the entire blood in the body gets purified and pumped in your body used to take a toll on my body.
I was down depressed and never though I could lead a normal life again. Will I be able to Dance and Sing like I did ever ?
There was a big question and I wasn't getting any answers. I was completely negative and was counting days for my misery to come to an end.
One day, the Doctor (whom I consider to be God as he gave a new life to me) asked me, do you know what will happen to people without you?. Please who are survived after you are no more. I told him they will be unhappy initially and then life would go on for everyone. He said, what if you are also along with them to see the world like you used to do. I thought he was joking. I told him its a bad joke and there weren't any read donor to give kidney. To my astonishment, he performed test upon my mother, who had a different blood group. I was surprised to know that her kidney, was hearty and healthy. She was ready to donate it and give a new life to her kid again, That's Me!! It is rightly said there is hope at the end of tunnel.
That message somehow infused a fresh dose of positivism and courage that helped me fight this disease. I underwent the transplant process. My life took a U Turn from dark of days I was prepared to see the light again. On March 7th I was successfully operated and I got a new life back. After gaining conscience, I thought to myself no matter what happens, no matter how dark and depressing my life becomes. I will fight it with positively with courage and see the end of it. I might not be successful every time. But, I know for sure even if I lose, it will be with dignity.
I did not wish to share this picture of mine as I do not wish to remember my dark days.
My Donor - My Own Mother she gave me birth twice. Love You MAA.
Me during that stage
Today I begin each day with a bright start to the morning, thanking Almighty for the blessing of life upon me. I live every day of my with positive energy as it attracts positive life and pushes my to live everyday to the fullest.
Today I am happy that I am able to Dance, Sing, live and enjoy every moment of my life. I am living a normal life again but under certain precaution. I am back to be with my loved ones who supported me through thick and thin. It's been almost an year now and I am ready see many more years to come. I am truly happy and grateful to God and my family who stood by me when I was down and out.
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Live Life to the fullest #love your life.
Sudeshna Chakraborty