16 years ago, my parents decided to have me, "We did not know what you would be, but we always wanted a girl".
I've been listening to that for years and believe that for me it's one of the best things my parents can tell me. I was the pampered little girl of daddy and mommy (I still am), being the only child everything was for me, nice, right? For many yes but ... From my point of view it was not good, I had always wanted a brother My cousins made the substitution but it was not the same. In classes I had friends but it was very complicated to do them, I have never been social at all, having to move so much nothing was constant, changes of home, friends, schools, absolutely everything. Until the last time we moved and it was there where it can be said that I had a small stability. 9 years after having me, my parents gave me the news that they were expecting a new member in the family A little brother !, what I had wanted so much. The day of his birth was the most beautiful thing that had happened to me so far, even I remember saying "I have a little brother, I will take care of him more than my life and I will give him all my love".
What irony, just in these moments despite being like that, sometimes I would like it to disappear for a moment. But hey, in another opportunity I tell you pranks of that sinister little dwarf who, seeing it well, cheers each one of my days with his things. Years passed and now with 16, I'm still the same little girl, afraid of the dark, asocial, with existential problems like any young girl of my age, without a stability, but ... With many dreams and goals in my little mind. I consider myself a normal girl, I do not like everyone, I am popular zero; on the street and in the photos. Simple, passionate as few, although some of my dreams are broken. Illusioned by nonsense, then mourn long mornings. I keep scars, of which I never mention anything, because I do not want, for them, people to leave. Unbalanced and entangled like me, another person does not exist. And in spite of everything, I know that after so many storms, the longed for life awaits me, a sunny morning. Recently, I met someone, who told me about the platform, and that's how I am here. With desire to share experiences from my personal point of view, in the best way, writing.
