Hi Philip, That is a monumental post. I tend to think that your realisations, while revelatory to you personally, are a much traveled road.

You've obviously done a lot of writing over the years to set out your thoughts; I wonder what reading you've done. I tend to think you will find many kindred souls out there, as well as serious scholarship on the matter. To be more than a lone voice shouting in the wind, you need to engage with the ideas of others and situate your work in context with the work of others.

Now, you may have done this, but it's not mentioned in your post here. You refer only to your own personal experiences and writings. I didn't see anything of what you may have read, or what other like-minded, or other-minded authors you have researched or engaged with.

Please take this as advice, rather than just criticism (though I hope that it is constructively critical advice). I've spent some years teaching philosophy at a university, so you can even look at it as freebie professional advice.

Good luck to you!