Do I really look like a guy with a plan? You know what I am? I'm a dog chasing cars. I wouldn't know what to do with one if I caught it! You know, I just... *do* things.
This one is a quote from Batman : The Dark Knight said by a Joker while visiting Harvey Dent / Two face in a Hospital before blowing building into pieces.
I like this quote mostly because it has a strong connection to reality, to our lifes, to what we do and how we behave every day.
Life as we know it, is full of suprises, some are good, some are bad and some have zero effect on our existance but it doesnt say it wont have an effect on someone else. We are all chasing something, we all have some life goals that we think are important to us and are the things that keeps us alive, which gives us power till the moment that we obtain that goal.
You see, sometimes i am buying stuff that i think are important to me and will give me a joy but right after buying them i am losing the joy and i ask myself if it really was the thing that i wanted to go or just a momentary wish that had zero logical motives and it only was a an emotional goal to satisfy myself . So how will i feel when i will achieve one of my life goals?
So when we got a strange begining behind us lets start with a proper introduction of myself.
I am a young fella, aproximately 25 years but to be fair i stopped counting years just after my 18th birthday which in my country is a legal age and also an age that you are able to obtain driver license ( i kinda like to drive a car during night hours, when it is dark and quietly on roads. Not to mention that i like to drive both manual and automatic transmission). But then again, all thoose years i was waiting for my 18th birthday like you wait for christmas and new year, i bet you know that feeling. Joy, happinees and counting days down toward the christmas or new year.
So yeah, i was amazingly happy a day before my 18th birthday ( and those are on 12.21, just like the date of doomsday that was supposed to happen :) 12.21.2012) but day after?
I wasnt happy anymore, nothing happened and all of my accumulated happinies from all those young years just vanished like a weak wind during the summer.
But lets continue story of who i am. I got aprox. 25 years and i work as a plumber, i spent last 10 years going into this direction and right now my plan is to keep on going but the main thing is this that i dont know which direction i should choose. From one side i could stay with construction sites since every day is different than previous one because of new problems on site or from second side i could go and work in office while creating projects. But the office work seems a bit boring
Those are two directions that i could reach within next few years, of course question still remains the same. Is it a good thing? Or is it something that when achieved will loose a sense?
To thoose that came down here and read my Meaningless text i salute you.
by my presence on Steemit mostly i want to expand my knwoledge of english and secondly i want to write psychology, philosophy and sometimes also about politics.
For example on who we became in those fascinating times in which we have more and more access to information but we know less and less.
My goal is to write every day and i will try to make it happen