Hey Tom.
You are an inspiration to me! I lost my 19 year old son last year to suicide.Never ever saw it coming.
Wish he could have worked his way out of depression. He had a lot going for him and he just could not see it. He was my best buddy.
I feel empty and try to hide a lot along with PTSD. Before this happened I had a very sunny outlook. But, I am working on keeping busy. Life will never be the same without that sweet face.
Keep telling your story.
I think there a lot of people your age that could use some inspiration!

I appreciate you!