I don't know how to write stories about things that didn't happen or stories didn't based in real facts, so I thought: why not write about my life? The truth is that I did it for many years, the world just still don't know about it! :)
I had diaries all my life! Since I was very young until now ... and I think that now is the time of everybody knows how a teenager or a brazilian and young woman feels, and everything can happen through the years.
I had many stories about my life but I'll start in 2009.
In this year I was 22 years old, I didn't have a car, I lived in Joinville, a city in the north of Santa Catarina, Brazil.
I worked in a TV Channel and I just wanted to party. What kind of parties? Electronic ones ;)
Many people, many drugs , many things...
Some day a friend told me that I should write a book about my crazy life, and now I'm starting to do it.
Right now I used drugs (cocaine and ectasy) to write, and a movie is passing in my mind.
Facts about me:
- When I was 22 my father asked me if I was alcoholic;
- I fell in love every week;
- E-music and drugs are related things;
- I love sex;
- I was a Jehova's Witness until 15 years old;
- I'm losing the focus ... hahahahaha
I have many thing to tell, like the day I went to a party with a guy and go away with another one, many mistakes, many sensations, and day by day everybody will know how good is to live a free and a crazy life!
I believe that people must live everything life offers. You don't know if tomorrow you'll be alive, you don't know anything, so: YOU MUST LIVE, AND RISK!
About sex:
- I discovered the good sensation of sex very early, maybe 9 or 10;
- My first time happened when I was 17;
- I love it now and I think today is easier to express it than many years before;
- Women don't like to admit they masturbate but it's real, they do it like men and if they don't do they don't know what they're loosing.. hahahaha
- A lot of energy involved.
About drugs:
- My first time was with marijuana, and the second one with cocaine.
- I didn't smoke grass many times before snif cocaine, so don't tell me that marijuana opens the door to another drugs: it doesn't make sense!
- Electronic parties don't have sense without ecstasy or LSD (or have, but not for me )
- I like drugs! :)
- Don't mix drugs, or do it, but know you'll get SO CRAZY!
- Cocaine with ecstasy: NO!
- Cocaine with LSD: NO!
- LSD with ecstasy: ALLOWED!
- Marijuana with everything: OK!
I'd like to tell everything about me in just ONE story!
But I can't do it, so what I can say is that now I'm a crazy girl living at Florianopolis, SC - Brazil. I'm at the rock star age and I want people know how crazy was (and is) my life, because I know I'm not the only person in the world that lived (and live) it.
I was a Jehova's Witness until 15 years old, and I was used to visit people in their houses when I was a child.
Why did I give up? What they say don't make any sense. I wish Universe save me to live in the earth forever with this human body hahahaha We're energy! We can't live here forever! Please somebody teach it for every Jehova's Witness in the world.
The energy is something real, Bible isn't (just because you can feel on but not the other one).
You should not accept people says to you. You always should doubt!
The only truth that exists is the truth inside of you!
What you think is right, is really right.
People don't know your life or your story, so: ENJOY, LIVE, BE FREE, BE YOU!
I'm Camila, I'm being myself, I'm drugged, and I'm happy!