I need a bottle frfr.... i took a walk yesterday and it fucked me up... that was a first i guess its Too much on my mental ... I wonder if I treated people the way they treat me would it be wrong ? Or if I did shit to people that they done to me already .. or what if I said the things that were said to me to others even if it hurt them like it hurt me . Tired of having a good heart I'm tired of loving people even if I don't get the same I'm tired of having respect for those who don't have respect for me I'm tired holding standards for others out of respect and love and being over looked. Some times I wish I was numb with no heart so that I couldn't feel anything