It really is kind of sad not being able to use my front teeth. Most of my front teeth made a wide gap already, all of them are there and complete but my facial disfigurement just made me disabled to eat with my front biting with my incisors which are now replaced with a bare gums.
It looks like a tongue when you see me in the photos but it really is my gum that is below my tongue. If you will just imagine that it got inflamed and blown out of proportion but it is not hurting now though, and it just makes my speech disabled in the process. It is hard for another person to understand what I am saying most of the time and it is a another frustration in itself to say the least
I am also embarrassed to go to the dentist because of my appearance. I don't know what a dentist would say or how they would react when I begin to say "Ah" to them. They would be scared for sure, these are only humans. Some of the doctors that I met just gave up the moment that they saw me, maybe dentists would react the same so I am just worried too about that. They don't see the case like mine more often.
I hope to get the nerve soon to go to the dentist, I think I needed a denture for my mouth. I would maybe wait until the changes in my mouth subside because dentures won't do good if my gums themselves keeps shape-shifting. I would like to eat normally again, maybe soon if God would permit it then it will be done.