..sorry brother, somehow in the middle of everything I've missed this reply =x..

..the books were based on personal experiences that I felt were too private back then, maybe because I was too young or too stupid x)...wasn't meant to be, otherwise it would've happened (it would have been cool)..

(sorry if I'm not in the best of moods today, my back is killing me.. f#$% pain!)

Hope everything is good with You, Your family and friends =))