Introducing myself...
(Deep sigh)
(Blank mind)
(Another deep sigh)
I am not new to Steemit, but I decided to reintroduce myself. I am reintroducing myself because I decided to change my life, change who I am. Let me rephrase that, I decided to finally be my true self. And I kid you not, it was about the time I started using Steemit in 2017 when this change bug got me.
I really want to do this introduction just right. You see, I’ve read so many introductions, and some of them were damn impressive. There was this guy from Europe that told his history of abusing drugs to the point of losing everything (he is not homeless anymore); there were many others from people from countries where Steemit seems like a viable way to earn and share wealth; there is also wonderful artists, activists and self-finders. I’m going to say my story has a lot in common with all those stories, sans being homeless (thankfully).
So that’s the thing. I could try to make this introduction really goooood, so you follow me and I make money out of your votes (and like this awesome guy in Steemit says:
Yada yada yada). But that’s not the reason why I decided to start from scratch.
So you see, here is the true reason why I’m reintroducing myself, because I believe with the deepest part of my heart and mind, that through micro dosage of marihuana, I have been able to connect to what I believe might be my higher self, and through many signs, I was able to figure out that I am a generator and as such, I have this need to generate for my family and for the community. I’m going to start by generating through Steemit content and hopefully one of those awesome projects in my head will come to fruition and materialize into something even more amazing.
What this platform has taught me, is that our stories are the perfect channel for the right information to reach the correct recipient. Does that mean that this specific information could mean something to you? Probably not, if I’m lucky… maybe. Just take what you want and move on to the next piece that calls you, I’m sure you find what you need.
I can tell you I am a Steemit supporter. It was the first alt coin I bought and I truly believe in this space and the mission behind it. If you are lucky as me, you are learning all kinds of things. I have learned about the blockchain, trend analysis, kundalini yoga, LLC formation, sacred geometries, tax laws and many other topics.
I will be writing about whatever my higher self dictates and it’s subsequent epiphanies. For several months I’ve been writing emails to myself every time I’m stoned. Every time I smoke what I consider a micro-dosage (at least compared to my partner in crime) I have these “epiphanies” about my life. My conscious life, and my dream life. I want to share my experiences with you, because this is the only place I feel comfortable doing it. If I share my thoughts in my Facebook, Snapchat or any other centralized platform, I will grill myself about what other people might think (also probably lose my job since I don’t live in a place where recreational use of pot is legal).
I’m done judging myself. I’m done guilting myself. I will write without any remorse. I will write with no intentions to hurt, but instead to heal. That’s my commitment. Have you notice how public figures says something that rubs “people” the wrong way and have to immediately apologize publicly so they can move on with their life? I think it will be easier to help humanity be true to their word and not take shit personal (FYI big Four Agreement believer).
I know this now, I didn’t know it when I started. All I knew was that my daily life challenges started to become less relevant. I did this meditation challenge (also from Steemit), and my interests started changing... the books I read, the people, my perception of life.
I figure is time I start sharing my stories with the rest of this community. Feel free to join me as I finally try to shut up the voices in my head, or simply move on, but before you do, don’t forget you are an amazing being.
Also, check this awesome mandala courtesy of http://weavesilk.com/
