Hi, my name is Jilda, and I often think about death.
I have learned from childhood that every creature that was born must die. And everything around confirmed it. Everything around grows old, and then dies, is destroyed ... This is the severe law of nature. This fact made me very depressed, given that you learn about this already being alive and there is nothing to do, you have to die.
I have always wondered why evolution has imposed such a restriction on human creatures and in general, on all living beings.
This is cruel trauma for a child of 4-5 years born in a materialist family to realize death.
I just started to enjoy my life and suddenly such a terrible knowledge! I was scared and very depressed, I cried for a long time because of this awareness.
Apparently, this awareness greatly influenced my development, and after many years, I still think about death, but in a completely different way. My searches for answers on the existential questions led me to the fact that I admit the existence of consciousness outside the physical body, and in general I admit that everything is possible.
Probably, many of you watched the movies The Secret and Down the Rabbit Hole. After watching these films, I became interested in quantum physics. I was impressed by the fact that consciousness may affect reality. I decided to make some experiments with reality. I thought, that if I had the opportunity to make a change in reality, I would correct this inevitability of death. I believe that everyone should have the right to decide when to get out of the game.
The most interesting thing is that whatever nonsense I think, if I google it, there's always someone who thought it before me. Other interesting thing is that you can find the proof for any crazy theory you can ever admit if you search good. This is strange, and it makes the concept of truth very vague. But on the other hand, this is a great opportunity. It turns out that the world is like a Lego, there is everything, you can compose any version of local reality.
And I dared to admit that death is not the law. That in a vast cosmos there can be other forms of life that are born, but do not die.
I decided to check whether there are any exceptions to the rule in the world, maybe the birth and death law does not work for someone? And I found out that in the ocean there are lots of living creatures that are born, grow old, and then get younger, then grow old again, and so on. These creatures live forever!! It turns out that the law of death does not apply to everyone!
In addition, I read an article that squids and octopuses can control their evolution!
As I know, our DNA code contains the genes of various animals, even worms. Accordingly, we can have such potential features too. I began to look for information. I do not know if I can believe the information that I found, I did not check it. But I found several articles on cases of people rejuvenation. One about a woman from Italy, and 2 about the Japanese. I did not even check the information, because I found out that geneticists are already working on the question of old age and death.
So, my paradigm of reality has changed. Nature has created eternal life, then what is the death? and why this restriction is imposed on us? Are the jellyfish better than us? I have always admired their forms and the grace of their movements, but... why them, not us?
Recently I watched TED speech of one free-diver, Guillaume Nery, he shot the film "Narcose" about his underwater discoveries.
This man, being at a depth of 147 meters, instead of being crushed by the pressure of water, turned into amphibian. The need to breathe disappears, and he could stay there, feeling quite comfortable. This amazing ability of a human's body pushed me to the idea that probably all creatures can control their evolution and life duration, under certain conditions. And these conditions are underwater.
I understand that this sounds too fantastic, but perhaps the underwater world is inhabited by civilizations that lived before us on earth. In some moment the reasonable terrestrial civilization moves under the water, from generation to generation gradually acquires a physical form more appropriate to the underwater world, like dolphin's form. And gradually evolves into jellyfish, octopus and squid.
Jellyfish looks like a floating brain) this must be very old civilization))
Someone will say - but what is the happiness to be always dangling in the ocean like a snot.))
Possibly these jellyfish see themselves completely otherwise, they live in their reality. Remember the matrix? People actually lay in some broth, and saw themselves living in a matrix.
Similarly, jellyfish can swim in the ocean, but see their existence in their own matrix of being human. And maybe I'm a dream of eternal jellyfish?)
Then, perhaps, it was worth starting this post "hello, my name is Jilda, and maybe I'm a jellyfish"))
It's funny that probably someone already thought about all this bullshit lol.
P.S.: my native language is Russian so I'm sorry for my poor English)
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