Upvoted. I don't have much clout. But I'll do my bit to make this more visible.

I know what you're going through man. It sucks. I hit that point myself a few years ago. It gets better. It takes work. But anyone can turn their life around. I'm glad you're here because there are a lot of articles on here that will be able to help you. This will make you stronger.

I wish I could offer more than that. But I am from Australia so I am completely unfamiliar with laws/assistance programs in your area. Because I know how hard services are to find, the only recommendation I can make is to visit the local church. It tends to be a great place to start.

You can do it brother.