Introduct myself(again)

Hi everyone!! It's been a while since i didn't post anything because it was a tough 2017. So even though it is almost March it is still the beginning of the year. And I decided to start my journey to a better me so the future will be a good one.

I am going to start by telling you my story that led to this decision and we will see how it goes :)

The beginning

Since I was a little child I was a chubby going to fat, even tough i was born at only seven months and weighted 3 pounds. Because of that, some of the members of my family were scared and they started to feed me with more food. And because of that I am used to eat much. But, I know, this is not an excuse, because now i am 22 and i could have done so much by now, so i am not blaming them.
I had seen so many doctors in my early years because I was a sickly child. They started to give me so many pills and i was so sick of them. I remember then that i lost some weight but I put it back twice that was initially, so my mother gave up to put needles in me and take me to creepy old men.
My years of kindergarten to high school were not very pleasant ones. I was bullied by everyone then.I understood when we are children that we don't understand the meaning behind our words but when you grow up you should mature, right? Well, it didn't happen so my life was pretty shitty.
I remember a story and I am so ashamed to speak of it but i will tell you, because I will took the stone of my heart, one time when I was in high school there was an ugly song about a pig and a really heavy girl and all the class turned around me and pointed ( some of them) that I was that girl. It was so gross and embarrassing, because then I did nothing, and I blame only me.
On the good side( or bad), my house was my protector, because there I didn't talk to anybody and it was good because I had a passion for books and read a lot.
I am grateful to my family that supported me trough all these years and the encourage me to do better, but unfortunately I didn't listen them because I created a bubble around me where I was comfortable. I did this for so many years and it was so wrong to rely on something so small. I admit that I regret doing so.

The present

So my journey is starting now, I will tell you everything and every aspect of my weight loss plan. I am at my heaviest weight and honestly I am not ashamed of it.

My weight right now is 220 pounds(110 kg)

Here are some pictures of myself, this is my begging and I am not gonna give up for any matter.

I know I look awful in these pictures so, sorry :))

Like I said, I will tell you everything about this loooong journey. I hope it will be fruty full for my future.

Thank you so much for reading and I will see you next time ^_