Hi all, I have read here, just to really stop drinking need to probably something wrong with you as an example to me. I did terribly drunk last 3 years hard drinking for 10-20 days, and all drank just to cut down a row. And in February this year, I, as always in a drinking bout somewhere on the 12th day began terrible hiccup, hiccup to pain throughout the body to no avail, went to the hospital (as I did in Seoul live) to help abandoned due to lack of money, and how it strange looked at me and I thought that everything they say in Russian.
When I came back home, there is the whole show started. It seemed to me that someone wants to break into my room, when it began, I foolishly ran across apartment shouting (terrorist, I really saw) dawn came to see me the FBI colonel and ordered to catch the terrorists in the end I caught and brought to the roof and set fire to it ... .but I burned my coat which I held in my hands, and that it seemed to me a terrorist, after I started to look around the village of their region which is generally located in Almaty, it seemed to me that I was in Almaty, then I was a pilot in the US Air Force and was looking for his helicopter in general shame and horror full.
And all this time in the head voices of parents, brothers, friends, the other what is sometimes cries before hay and sharp that I fell in surprise. And so it was 2 days then as it went nose since all, even the thought of alcohol causes horror. By the way for all the time while I was drinking, I lost everything, a prestigious job in the Korean company with earnings of $ 5000 a month, the apartment, the wife with the child, friends, even brothers with me do not talk, I summarized their expectations.
Now I live in a dorm room 2 for 2 and daily rice. so here guys, here's my story and I hope an incentive to stop drinking. At home, of course I have all (not all so sad), but I'm not going back until you prove all of its I'm not an alcoholic, I'm strong enough to engage fully with this shit.