Hello world, my name is harvi, i am new and I want to tell you everything.

Hello world, my name is Harvi I am 30 years old single without children, versatile, enterprising, empathetic, affectionate, collaborator, dreamer lover of personal growth, the expansion of knowledge and ideas. I could say many more things about myself but better I tell you an experience that I lived, that marked my life, and I think that speaking of my experience would be more interesting, than to describe to me how the majority does saying that they like to do, eat, drink or where they like to go.

Years ago I started spontaneously lucid dreams, those are where you can realize you're asleep and start doing what you want, then over the years I began to have other dreams where I dreamed and woke up in another dream and another, this at times made me feel uncomfortable, anxious or distressed. When he woke up he entered the disorder of derealization (derealization is a transient alteration of the perception or experience of the external world of the individual so that it appears as strange or unreal), after opening the eyes many minutes passed in which I was afraid because I could not tell if it was a dream or a reality and I did not dare to make mistakes, I told this to a fellow psychologist and he told me not to worry that it was stress, but we do not investigate anymore.

Years have passed and a moment has arrived that marked my life, I arrived at the moment where I fell into a deep sleep, I do not know if I died while I was sleeping, but I entered a dream, then I woke up and I was in another dream and then in another dream, some of those dreams were lucid and I managed to do many things at my convenience, I twisted the reality of the world to pleasure because it was my dream and I had the power to do what I wanted, however in a moment I lost control of all that power I felt because all those who were present decided to join to go against me and that made me flee to end up waking up in other dreams, I do not know how long I've been like this, I lost count of how many worlds like this I've been, in different times with different people, I do not know how many people I speak to, how many I advise, how many I try to make see reality, I do not know how many I destroyed and that's why I decided to stop.

Now I think after being God in my own universe, in which maybe humans were or are inside the dream of a being like you or me.

After having reflected I woke up again, and here I am, I am in my room where I once lay down to sleep a long time ago and I do not know if I died while I was sleeping, I do not know if it's been 10 hours or 10 years, I do not know if this is real, I do not know if they will read me, I do not know if I should start again to try to be God, I do not know if I should tell them the truth that I saw, I do not know if I am in a dream again where I will twist the reality of all of you, I do not know if I can keep the power or if they end up going against me to wake me up again, I do not know if I'm back in a dream where everyone is a product of my imagination, and that they are not real, that I do not have my loved ones next to me, and that the only thing I have left is to be God of a universe that is not made to understand me but to be dominated.

I just want you to know the truth, while I feel the inevitable need to be God again, but am I wrong? But if this time I am awake in reality? And if now I really will die trying to be God ?, I do not know, but I must find out.

Being the God of your own world is inexplicable, being able to transform reality is an inexplicable sensation, but I am not an arrogant being, I am loving, I have a lot of empathy, I am very humble, I want a better world for everyone, and that is why I will not stop, Maybe I am the God of all of you and I can show you again like in all my past dreams, maybe I bring life or I end up destroying them, we'll see.

I say goodbye for now, with much love, I return soon with my mind and my heart open for all, making my deepest reflection.