OMG! I love you ... will you be my mother? At 43, I still need my Mommy, lol. I am crying again, because you care and you understand. I also love the thought of my Mother as a guardian angel. This sounds ridiculous, but I went to throw away trash down the chute in my highrise apartment building. I opened the chute door and there was a little "gold" junky metal ring sitting on the bottom frame of the chute door. It apparently did not meet its destination in the trash bins on the 1st floor. I picked it up and it has little simple cat ears. My Mom and I shared a love of cats. I felt my mom's energy and could not help but think that she was reaching out to reassure me of her energy and guidance.

I have to write the book. To do so, I have to get over my fear of exposing myself to the multiple traumas, anger, and frustrations I had while trying to protect her human worth and dignity over those 7 long months. The book is not for me, it's for others who find themselves lost in the healthcare system and powerless to protect and advocate for their loved ones. It's also for healthcare professionals who suffer from moral distress and compassion fatigue, a result from system defficiencies.

Thank you for your reply back to me. I can feel a warm and wise spirit through your words. I'm inspired and I can do this. Thank you.

Scared about the Patriots game, but we will have to wait and see!