Hello my name is Flo. And I’m making this post because I want to change my life. Over the last 4 years I spend most of my time alone in front of my computer. Surfing, watching youtube videos, playing videos games or watching porn. I’m feeling lonely miserable and I’m constantly thinking I’m a loser. There are so many things that I wanted to do, I wanted to start my own business, wanted to get fluent in French, wanted to start a blog about bitcoin or programming, things that I really enjoy. I wanted to get fit and healthy. But instead I’m just sitting in my room and wasting my time.
So I’m making this post public because starting from today I'm going to change my life. I want to start getting fit and eating healthy and all other things that I wanted to do in my life. and I will document it here on steemit.
A little bit about me: I’m 23. I was born and raised in Germany and have been living here all my life. I have always been a very shy and introverted person. I went through depression in the last few years and constantly have to fight with anxiety. I’ve had many points in my life where I felt I couldn't continue and even had serious suicidal ideations. Although my situation is a bit better now that I used to, there has to change something in my life. That’s why I’m posting it on steemit.
I’m going to get more social, going out more, finding new friends, eventually finding a girlfriend. I’m going to start doing sports and try to get off my addictions and my bad eating habits. And I’ll also focus on my business which I’ve recently started but haven’t got much success yet, because I haven’t put much effort into it.
I’m making this public to have a sort of an external incentive because I tried before and then relapsed and this time I want to succeed! I will try to keep you updated on my journal. And if there are other people out there, who want to change something in their lives I encourage you to join me! I think I would be nice if we could motivate each other.
Flo
