Hello Steemians, new guy here and in what I can say is a dream come true, I have finally decided to write my first essay here. And yes it also feels good to be finally allowed on this site, I mean like come on a site that pays you money for expressing your feelings beats any therapist out there. So 
I wish I would have gotten my request for a account on Steam approved earlier but the powers that be decided that apparently it was not my time yet, so I waited actually I forgot until a friend needed my help with transferring coins from her account, get this she didn't even know it was in cryptos she actually thought it was usd (such a dumbo), so she made a nice profit and I tried my luck at getting an account and this time it gets approved within 24 hours, lucky me.
So I try I fail, I try again I succeed and now I was facing this huge task of actually sitting down and write something. Now I am a huge procrastinator, so obviously a task that should have taken me three quarters of an hour I put off for three weeks. How do I know it would take me three quarters of an hour coz that's how long it's taking me to write this right now at a stretch. I am not a generally imaginative person but when I do put pen to paper I vent all my emotions in one go.
I did realize something though, life gives you ample opportunities but if you do not capitalize on them you cannot blame anyone but yourselves. I mean sure sometimes it seems you are being discriminated against, life is being cruel and you think everything is going against you. But remember for there to be light there must be darkness, and for light you need to persevere enough to strike a match.