Welcome to steemit Joshua! I do think you deserve the same love you keep giving others, perhaps even greater. Dont worry too much about not finding love at the moment, just continue to be your own beautiful self and eventually, love will find its way to you. By then, it would finally make sense why it never worked out with anyone before. You are more than your gender. Love knows no boundaries and that's how #lovewins.

Good luck! ❤