I can't wait to read your book. It's interesting to realize that you are the product of a very abusive and sick society of exploitation and yet, I would say that you don't sound like you're mentally ill. The mental illness arises from an abusive, exploitive culture and no human can really go through abusive experiences without emotional scars. You sound extremely healthy and I have to commend your bravery in doing such work. I look forward to reading what you write. Thanks for sharing.