I know, once I found my way out of depression, by building up my good version of my self. even if something harsh comes my way.. or get utterly bored.. or even chemically imbalanced kind of depressed. I know to wait for it and don't fall back in there. I'm following ya too. be sure to drop me a msg if you need anything about computers i'll be glad to help or learn a few more things to help you out !