GAMING
I'm a long time gamer, my favorite game is the whole super smash franchise. Currently playing sword art MemDefrag
HOBBIES/TALENTS
I love music, and singing songs is my talent, I'm a good vocalist, and a good friend :)
- Warning: if you love dank memes DON'T read any further
- Train of depression choo!choo!
HARDSHIPS
and this is the part where you may call me weird , im an orphan, my father died of cancer when i was 3, i dont know who my mother was i still live in the same house where i was born, alone. i live for making friends, but the past 16 years i havent made a single friend, i was always nice and honest with everyone i met but in return they bullied me and left me away it's because of the society my country has. After all that happened to me, i grounded myself, kicked out of college, but I started educating myself on the internet, I'm an oracle certified DBA now, thanks to the people who created the internet, and thank u for still reading my boring depressing intro, bare with me please, there's still more. I used the internet to make friends, and I actually did made friends, but they were just internet friends never knew them personally, I know they were real people behind the screen, but i cant be able to hug them or feel them, so it almost felt unreal and unfair i started to think that our relationship was just limited to game, so I said my goodbyes to them and stopped playing online games for constantly 3 years. And that my friends, is how my depression/anxiety started to grow up on me
Healing from depression
After 3 years i had a thought of residing to a foreign country, so i can have a happy life with friends surrounding me patting my shoulders, but it required money :/ i came up with the idea of selling my artwork on social media, i roughly made 50$ a month, i saved everything from it. When I collected enough funds for travel, I rushed straight to US embassy, everything was great until i saw notice that says ''INTERVIEW's NOT ELLIGIBLE FOR UNDER 18, PLEASE BRING A PARENT'' And that moment, I realised that i was roasted by a mere notification on screen. But hey it doesn't ends here, cause I started to find new talents hidden inside me, like vocalising, so i started making music on my 8 year old lenovo ThinkPad and started covering some songs, and hey it actually got pretty good, atleast 3000 plays on soundcloud.
And here I am everyone, still trying to make friends
Dreams
I dream of being loved by everyone And hated by none, I also dream of reviving the deceased people ( i know thats creepy, but hey we don't call them dreams for nothing)
And this is where my story, my intro ends.