Call this a poem of sorts...

Grab a coffee.

I am an introvert and sometimes I just hate everybody.

No, being an introvert doesn't mean I am shy, lonely, confused, weird as you like to call it.

It's that simply know myself well enough, that I grow, recharge and evolve at my best when I am alone.

Yes, some of us people do live like that.

No, I am not really interested in making friends anymore. BUT, that does not mean I am unfriendly either.

I've my close, few friends and that's enough for me. What am I, running for prom queen? I don't need so many friends anymore, and I think that's okay.

Here's a little something you may not be able to understand: Sometimes I like to go out and NOT talk to anyone.

I just like to observe.

But again, that doesn't mean I am unfriendly. 

I hope you understand.

Oh wow, don't even get me started on kids, okay?

Now, here comes the fucking contradiction-

Sometimes I need you guys.

It does get lonely sometimes.

When the loneliness comes, so does the negativity.

The negative thoughts, ugh.

And I see how you people do help.

A simple joke to make me laugh.

A simple smile from a stranger.

Seeing a random stranger do a good deed.

Being offered a ride from a friend.

Realizing some friend isn't THAT annoying and is actually pretty cool.

Just like that.

I guess you could say, us introverts lead a very contradictory life, or maybe it's just me. I don't know.

I need and don't need you guys.

So there.

Get it?

Hope you do.