Then I hope you are able to make your escape plans soon and find happiness in another place. As I said, it is very sad what has happened to Iran during my lifetime, and it has all been about greed and the abuse of power.
Certainly the West have encouraged Isis, the same as they have encouraged all these mad militias, but so too has Saudia Arabia, Quatar and Israel. The thing is - wars make rich people richer. They sell the arms and then they provide expensive loans to rebuild the bombed and ruined countries. They install puppet regimes who in turn give them a huge percentage deal on their oil and gas and other natural resources. It has very little to do with protecting people's rights. Good luck and don't forget your Persian recipes - the best cuisine in the world!