Wow! Hive account@mussari... I'm really impressed.
I'm pretty sure a lot of your post got lost in translation (I translated it into English, but since English isn't my mother tongue either, it wasn't always easy to grasp some of the uncommon words).

I did get most of it, though, and I must admit your story touched me. I mean... I'm struggling with things myself - both physically and mentally - and I share your trust in Eastern knowledge. Reading your story I realized it would probably do me good to take the steps you have taken... if only I had the guts to do so... Guess I need a little more time to be ready to undertake such a huge adventure... or maybe that's just an excuse I'm using to not have to do it.

Anyway, you've given me a lot to think about. Thanks for that!