: beloved
Sometimes proximity makes us dependent on each other. The fear of loss suddenly arose when he was lying weak helpless.
At his side we try to give happiness, beside him we meditate prayerfully. We are always awakened with the word "how":
how short the encounter is in the world, how terrified it is to face the day after leaving, how quiet it is to lose him that makes us afraid, reluctant, respected and happy.
Yes ... We can not let go and get off by something precious in life. There is always something we must sacrifice for happiness. Whether it's for yourself or others.
Today we are still together, there is a time that makes us able to: beg, sulk, angry, upset, spoiled, but we often forget to prepare ourselves for independence when he suddenly died.
If I may ask, I want God to take me first, because I know who I am. He is stronger, tougher, far ... better than me.
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