However, when God our Savior made His kindness and love for humanity appear, He saved us, but not because of anything we had done to gain His approval. Instead, because of His mercy He saved us through the washing in which the Holy Spirit gives us new birth and renewal. -Titus 3:4-5 (GOD'S WORD® Translation (©1995))
There isn't anything you have done or can do to win your salvation. There's a song that says, "I don't know why Jesus loves me...but...I'm so glad He did." For some reason that only He knows, you were chosen to be given His mercy. Never take this gift for granted!
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