There is something interesting considering my journey in searching for an understanding of the soul. During college, I accidentally learned about kanuragan science. At one time I was invited by my friends to Tangerang to study kanuragan (magic). At that time I just laughed to hear the invitation, in my heart said "want to know what kind of kanuragan it" because I really do not believe in things like that.
In the evening the five of us went to Tangerang, it turned out that the person who would teach the science was still very young, he was the younger brother of my college friend. He did a very long wirid, after which we are one by one in the call for the "transfer" of kanuragan science, we are told to shake while saying two sentences creed and salawat prophet, after that finished the "transfer" of the science. I was laughing myself, strangely enough, how to shake hands and say shahadah and salawat, we can get kanuragan science.
When finished we are taught how the science works, the science can call Khodam (Arabic language which means auxiliary) to be able to help us in overcoming difficulties, such as fighting, confronting people who intend evil to us and others who in essence help us in difficulty. Then we are one by one in asking to practice it, initially read two sentences creed and salawat prophets, then intend in the heart to "move" in the martial arts in accordance with our wishes. If we ask martial arts cimande, then come out cimande moment. One by one we try and my friends can not practice it at all, and according to the person who sent the science, it is not immediately able to work and in need of old and consistent exercises to really master it.
I am increasingly convinced that this is just a lie, and just a waste of time. Finally it was my turn, at that time I asked myself to move the white stork (he-he-he ..., also like a warrior), and magically, I immediately moved as fast as lightning and started demonstrating the moment. I was shocked, really surprised, my hands and feet were moved by something invisible to move, and so I noticed the movement was really good. I immediately stopped in surprise, it turns out everything is also shocked, how come directly !!!!, including the teacher, because to be like this he thinks it takes months like what I just did.
Finally after the dawn prayer we returned to the boarding house, I myself was still shocked to experience the incident just now.
Among my friends, the incident in Tangerang becomes an interesting discussion, its central point who else if not me who suddenly become magic. I am not proud to hear that, I was worried because in this body like there is something sticking and follow me since from tangerang.
Indeed after from tangerang I keep trying not only in martial arts but in my daily life. Ever in the eyes of my friends, while in the library, I can "evict" the people who are reading the book in front of me. Everyone who is in perputakaan get out one by one after I intend to leave them alone and only me and my friends and I are on the library table. This crazy strange !!!, this is something that can not accept with any sense, even one time there is my friend from kalimantan, asked me to move an old-fashioned stance in kalimantan, and perfectly I can move it and my friend's can only shake your head, and he says you are great.
I became stressed, because I was not ready for it, something that I initially underestimated even backfired for me, and what bothered me more was that the khodam was on the body starting to slowly advise me. I was asked to return to prayer five times a day, don't like to say carelessly anymore and get closer to God. At that time I fought because I thought, I have my own life, I still want to be stubborn, not a khodam who can manage myself. But I like no power against him, and all the encouragement to worship began to I obey, often he advised and taught me even I seem to move him when going to the mosque, I immediately changed totally !!!!.