Being 26 I am still at the age where I feel like I may never have kids. Partly because I don't think I want them and mostly because I feel I'm not ready for it. Although I have these feelings of indecision I find myself totally engulfed with taking pictures of my first nephew's life and spending tons of time with him. It's amazing to watch a newborn utter his first sound, cry uncontrollably for hours without stopping and be completely dependant on someone to survive. Then almost out of nowhere, they change. They gain there identity and personality that makes them who they are. They start to speak words, there legs and arms begin to grow, they have actions and reactions, learning words with no idea what they mean, understanding no (thank God!), and becoming something before your very eyes that is truly incredible. Here's to 1 year and many more. I am excited to tell you all the embarrassing stories you won't remember someday when you can understand. And if you are reading this wondering if I have changed my mind on having kids? No.