I just recently came back to Steemit after a year or so, having been working on some other projects. I'm sorry to hear you've been having a rough time coming off kratom. I have some pretty extensive experience with the plant and plan to publish some of my thoughts on the stuff as well as some basic pharmacological info re: its affinity at μ-opioid receptors and its other mechanisms of action. I can offer a few suggestions for w/d alleviation too, if you're interested. Sounds dubious, but many people have had decent success with megadoses of loperamide (Immodium) which does not cross the blood brain barrier but can ease some of the physical symptoms.