The atmosphere seemed cloudy and I almost said “So is me”, if not for the positive side of me that rejected me with full force.
I’ve been on the low, a state where I couldn't care much about the things that keep me up and doing, It became so bad that I lost interest in fun activities. It was like nothing interested me anymore.
My notepad is filled with drafted Inboxes and that happens to be the same with other activities. I wouldn't say I don't know what my issue is, I do know but what I anticipated was the toll it took on my emotions.
Until the point I decided to let myself out of the cafe which felt like a comfort zone so decided to visit one of my favorite places in my current city.
Since I needed my alone time which includes a smaller population even at a public gathering, I settled with the evenings. While I thought I would barely see a single soul there, I was met with different couples who I guess came there to have their moment.
That caught my attention a little when I observed the few that passed me by, I guessed the majority of them were probably at a talking stage
I laughed at my thoughts honestly 😅
So I sat a little distance from the lake since a couple occupied my particular spot. However, I enjoyed my self quality time, having nature do its thing on my skin while I looked like the only loner among the pairs. lol
I wasn't bothered a bit but was rather thankful that I felt alive once again to some certain length even if it lasted for just a few hours.
My inner self took the medium to speak to me through the lake, reminding me of its beauty even at night, and just in her words “If the night is beautiful, so are you”.
It was a night I grabbed on a single and I doubt it would have been possible if it weren't at my favorite spot at ppk.
Photo credits are mine.