Leaving the hospital with my first child, I was amazed at how light I felt.No doubt, like many parents, I spent a lot of time in my first few days reflecting back to the days prior to the hospital visit and feeling like a bundle of nerves and emotion.It was almost as if it had taken a lot out of me to get to this point and I couldn't muster up any tears or pity parties.I had done it.My daughter was in my arms and I was at peace.Being a first time mom was a magical experience.I was trying to wrap my head around caring for a tiny infant who